If just

If just it didn't rained today
Then i might not have felt so blue
And i wouldnt be thinking of you

If just i had kept myself busy
Then i might not have let my mind wander
And i wouldnt be wondering about you

If just i had never met you
Then i might had not felt this way
And wouldnt be missing you

Blardeee i hate it when i feel soppy. All will pass and time will heals but by jove i miss him badly today. I hate myself for missing him really.